Dear Santa, please remind me.
One sided Conversation on Repeat
What I already know
“Hey you. This is all you. You have the power to do something about this.You have to change it. Just you.”
Here’s the Deal
Except Maybe I do know
I think the problem is I’ve stopped believing. I’ve forgotten the reasons why I’m worth it. I’ve let the tidal waves of self doubt and that deep seeded belief that I really am unlovable chicken peck their way back into my brain. But this time I am aware of what’s happening. I must be fighting it a little or I wouldn’t see it happening. I would just fall for it again, hook line and sinker and let myself slide back into depression. I need my confidence back. I need to remember why I’m worth it. I need to believe that I can click my ruby red slippers again and remember that I have the power.